memeyhothead

*   ok  ,,   ok ok  i guess it’s time i said something .  it’s been  ,,  like a week ??  &&  i waited it out for a while, && i really hate that it’s come down to this, but it’s pretty clear that the majority of my accounts i have no access to cannot be returned .  i can’t access the emails, therefore i can’t change the passwords, therefore i can’t get those accounts back . 
          	
          	 10 / 18 of my accounts .  3 of those accounts are for my  “ emotional support anons ”  that helped me cope && vent, that i had for YEARS, that helped me get through hard times in my life . 
          	
          	i know they’re just fictional characters i made up, but still . . . 
          	
          	the past week has been harder than i thought .  i won’t go into everything that happened, but due to these things, i found myself redownloading wattpad && trying to log into 2 of those anons that i use for therapeutic roleplaying && felt worse when i STILL couldn’t access those accounts . 
          	
          	needless to say, without specific anons, i don’t see myself maintaining a presence in the roleplay / anon community .  i’m leaving wattpad .  my anons, specifically .  with my mental health being on another downward spiral, i can’t risk my outlet — my SAFE PLACE — being taken away && the reason for another breakdown .
          	
          	i was luckily able to gain access to my main account again // @penworlds
          	but i don’t see myself being very active there, either .  i might drop in every few weeks or months but it’s safe to say, && very much accurate, that i’m done with wattpad .  i hate it came down to this, i really do .  i was just now revamping accounts && being more active on wattpad .

memeyhothead

sincerely, the admin of
          	  *  @mafiagriefs
          	  *  @copingkills
          	  *  @flamesheir
          	  *  @romanticmentality
          	  *  @memeyhothead
          	  *  @deathtolls
          	  *  @seawandering
          	  *  @hadesmade
          	  *  @popularbrats
          	  *  @apprenticecurls
          	  *  @actuallyslays
          	  *  @mutevisions
          	  *  @feistyrussian
          	  *  @elvishwallflower
          	  *  @badcattitude
          	  *  @sicklaughter
          	  *  @starguardians
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memeyhothead

heck, i was even reconnecting with people i used to talk to && roleplay with on a daily basis .  i’ve even made new friends the last few months here .  && despite my attachment to those people && my characters, i just think being present here on wattpad will do more harm on my mental health than good at this point, after certain events .  
          	  
          	  so . . . i guess this is goodbye .  i love you all — everyone that had a part in my growth as a writer, roleplayer, oc maker && even as a person && individual, myself .  even if it wasn’t necessarily due to a completely positive thing / relationship / interaction, you still gave me room to grow && experience .  so thank you !  i hope you all have an amazing life, if we never talk again .  be safe !  <33
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memeyhothead

*   ok  ,,   ok ok  i guess it’s time i said something .  it’s been  ,,  like a week ??  &&  i waited it out for a while, && i really hate that it’s come down to this, but it’s pretty clear that the majority of my accounts i have no access to cannot be returned .  i can’t access the emails, therefore i can’t change the passwords, therefore i can’t get those accounts back . 
          
           10 / 18 of my accounts .  3 of those accounts are for my  “ emotional support anons ”  that helped me cope && vent, that i had for YEARS, that helped me get through hard times in my life . 
          
          i know they’re just fictional characters i made up, but still . . . 
          
          the past week has been harder than i thought .  i won’t go into everything that happened, but due to these things, i found myself redownloading wattpad && trying to log into 2 of those anons that i use for therapeutic roleplaying && felt worse when i STILL couldn’t access those accounts . 
          
          needless to say, without specific anons, i don’t see myself maintaining a presence in the roleplay / anon community .  i’m leaving wattpad .  my anons, specifically .  with my mental health being on another downward spiral, i can’t risk my outlet — my SAFE PLACE — being taken away && the reason for another breakdown .
          
          i was luckily able to gain access to my main account again // @penworlds
          but i don’t see myself being very active there, either .  i might drop in every few weeks or months but it’s safe to say, && very much accurate, that i’m done with wattpad .  i hate it came down to this, i really do .  i was just now revamping accounts && being more active on wattpad .

memeyhothead

sincerely, the admin of
            *  @mafiagriefs
            *  @copingkills
            *  @flamesheir
            *  @romanticmentality
            *  @memeyhothead
            *  @deathtolls
            *  @seawandering
            *  @hadesmade
            *  @popularbrats
            *  @apprenticecurls
            *  @actuallyslays
            *  @mutevisions
            *  @feistyrussian
            *  @elvishwallflower
            *  @badcattitude
            *  @sicklaughter
            *  @starguardians
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memeyhothead

heck, i was even reconnecting with people i used to talk to && roleplay with on a daily basis .  i’ve even made new friends the last few months here .  && despite my attachment to those people && my characters, i just think being present here on wattpad will do more harm on my mental health than good at this point, after certain events .  
            
            so . . . i guess this is goodbye .  i love you all — everyone that had a part in my growth as a writer, roleplayer, oc maker && even as a person && individual, myself .  even if it wasn’t necessarily due to a completely positive thing / relationship / interaction, you still gave me room to grow && experience .  so thank you !  i hope you all have an amazing life, if we never talk again .  be safe !  <33
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neukkimu

want   another   slice   ?    i've   got   plenty  .

memeyhothead

@eclairbolts 
            
            thanks !  i can never help myself when it comes to pizza .  * she mused, taking another slice && biting into the especially cheesy side of the piece *  so—  what was your name ?
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neukkimu

sure   thing   !    help   yourself   ,   kid   .
            
            ❝ @memeyhothead ❞ ╱ ꒷꒦ ┄┈ ❪ID.❫
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memeyhothead

@eclairbolts 
            
            well . . . i really shouldn’t, but it’s SO good .  one more slice, please !
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jouvdette

/    it’s tHE FIRE BB —

memeyhothead

@jouvdette 
            ;   YESSSS SHE IS A BIG MEME WHICH IS WHY SHE && ELIAS GET ALONG SO WELL
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jouvdette

/   mE TOOOO YES SHE IS THE ULTIMATE FIRE BABE WHO IS ALSO VVV MEMEY AND I LOVE HER
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memeyhothead

@jouvdette 
            ;   heck yEAH I LOVE THIS FIRE BABE SHE IS THE BEST
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memeyhothead

;  dion is going to recover && i’ll change this profile up a bit when that happens !  when he’s recovered && returns home, dion regresses to his old self  ( despite the major changes in his mobility && sight ), going back to his most favorite hobby ;  playing piano !  he’s extremely talented, && relies heavily on his memory && touch rather than sight in order to play. since he can no longer serve in the military for income, he later is hired to play at a popular, fancy restaurant. due to his incredible skill in piano playing as a blind man, his awe - inspiring story becomes a national inspiration && attracts tourists from all over the world to visit && dine at the restaurant ( && the tips are nice c; ) !

memeyhothead

@fracturedpetals 
            ;   thanks bb !!
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