Poor me. I lied and believed the lie. I don't know how I feel. I'm sad or I don't care or I don't know how to express what's inside me. All I know is that it's over. I don't deserve to do such a bad thing and destroy myself like this. My feelings and everything will be buried here. My focus will only be on my future and my life in medicine. It's all over. He didn't promise me anything. All of that was from my imagination. Now he is heading to continue his life, and I am still at the point with my hopes. Now I will burn everything, and the first of these things is my heart. There is no room for feelings inside me from now on.