menameJoff

I open Wattpad once in a blue moon and my old-ass fanfic has 46k reads?????? What?????? Why?????? I don't even know if I should be proud of that or not lmao

Crystal_Horizon

Hey, I'm sorry if I were to be a bother, but, hey!
               How ya' doing?

Crystal_Horizon

@ Victi_chan
                 Yeah, those were the days :"
Reply

menameJoff

@Crystal_Horizon We do know each other for like 2 years :D
Reply

Crystal_Horizon

@ Victi_chan  
                 Eh, same. I was just going through memory lane when I saw your account and I thought; "Dayum, I knew this dude from a long time ago."
Reply

menameJoff

I remember doing this last year... I'm doing this again XD. This year was a hit... At the start, I accidentally made new friends which I love very much. I was in a lot of parties from May to June so that was kind of exciting. But from August, my life changed. I suddenly got depressed. But after that, the sun shone on me. I was still depressed, but I found someone to talk to. They made my life better. I love them. But I probably will never confess... Now that I read it it sounds sad, but we're friends and if they don't feel the same way I'm totally fine with it. Also, I turned 16 this year!! I started to listen to more emo songs lol. I remember saying that I started last year with a beer. This year too, but its non alcoholic. So to end my "speech" I'd like to say that I hope this year will be better. I hope you have the best year you ever had!! 

menameJoff

Why am I like this?? I'm sitting on my bed crying for no reason in the middle of the night.. Is there something wrong with me??

menameJoff

@Victi_chan Yes actually. After that I felt a lot better!! Thank you for worrying :)
Reply

Crystal_Horizon

@Victi_chan
            
                 Are you feeling much better now?
Reply

Crystal_Horizon

@Victi_chan
                 My goodness, I've only noticed this now. I'm sorry to have come late, but I hope you notice this!
Reply

menameJoff

I feel really depressed right now. I have no desire to do anything. I can't even make myself watch basketball which is my favorite thing to do.. My family won't stop fat shaming me.. And the rain outside doesn't help..
          
          I just wanted to let my emotions out so no one close enoght to me would ask me what's wrong. 
          
          This is the safest place for me when I want to run away from reality...
          
          ~Peace~