I do't know if you'll ever get this, but I miss you. And I'm really worried about you. I constantly think about you (not in a stalerish way) and i really hope whoever this goes out to get sit bc I'm scared. I'm afraiad you hurt yourself or worse and you don't know how much you mean to me Ray. Please, if you do get this, know that more than one person in this world is routing for you...