Mer :)

Its been a good minute since ive been on here, goddamn. 
          
          Anyway, first things first- how are you guys? Secondly, I have a "new" book in the works. Its not really a new book persay, sorta a old book that i'm re-writing. If yall remember my book 'bullied into love' then you'll be fimilar. Ive given it a new title, its now called 'paper weight' ... there are some trigger warnings to the book which i'll add now.  
          
          ▪ eating disorder = mentions of. 
          ▪ death.
          ▪ alcohol abuse/consumption.
          ▪ mentions of drugs. 
          ▪ mentions of overdoses. 
          
          Please please please dont read this book if these things do trigger you. I understand these topics are sensitive. 
          
          Have an amazing day/night/afternoon where ever you may be. Sending love ♡

hey all. i have a brief message. before we start do i meant eating disorders and body issues, please skip if this effects you. 
          
          i wrote a book, some of y’all might know, ‘bullied into love.’ 
          
          i have started reading back comments from the book it’s brought tears to my eyes seeing how much people learned and how much people related to the story.
          
          so, i was thinking, should i make a similar book to bullied into love? focusing mainly on the eating disorder and body issues parts??? 
          
          lemme know

hey guys.
          
          i’ve gotten a “few” messages from friends and other people i talk to on here asking why i haven’t been publishing and why i’m hardly active. 
          i thought i might as well share it with you all. 
          
          i found Wattpad to become so mentally draining. keeping up with deadlines and the constant bombardment of pressure. It just doesn’t feel like fun anymore. 
          
          i truly only started Wattpad during my big “greys anatomy” phase and now i’m over growing it so much, so it feels like i’m over growing Wattpad in a way. 
          
          i started writing a new story, and i was so passionate about it and i have all these great ideas but when i thought about the work load it will bring plus what work i have now it made me exhausted. 
          
          i’m a junior in high school starting this coming September, junior year is the hardest year and i can’t add to the stress i already have. 
          
          i’m sorry. 
          
          if i do decide to give the green light and publish the book i’ve been working on it will most likely be towards summer, maybe end of May. 
          
          i don’t want anything to think that you aren’t special or mean anything to me, cause y’all mean the absolute fucking world to me. when i started Wattpad back in December if 2020 i believe i didn’t think i would have all these followers and have all those reads on my “dempeo” book. i’m still in utter shock of how much y’all have supported me. 
          
          i love you all, everything single one of you.
          
          i will still come and check messages and what-not so please, message me if you need or want to! 
          
          thank you all for this journey! 
          
          i will be back, i don’t know when. 
          
          see you in the near future ❤️

My toxic trait is thinking I can write a book about our love story and friendship without him finding out :/ 
          
          Am I still writing it?? Yes... yes i am.

New Greys Anatomy story in the works. Here's the description :) 
          
          As the hospital staff is trying to deal with the emotional and physical aftermath of the shooting, Derek bring in Dr. Andrew Perkins, a trauma counselor to assess the doctors PTSD and their readiness before walking back into the OR. Derek rushes to resign of Chief of Seattle Grace Mercy West and rushes back to surgery. Everyone's taking everything to fast, Not everyone is okay.

why does it feel like life is beating the sh¡t outta me rn?? like i’m dead tired, in all things. 

Alright, who wants a S&M book? like no greys anatomy. just dirty s&m smut? 

so i’m currently in quarantine due to possibly being exposed to covid. and i’m bored outta my mind. so if anyone has some good book recommendations lemme know. please. thanks. 

is it just me or has wattpad become so dry?… like last year i was on here 24/7 and everyone was active but now hardly anyone is active. 
          
          i feel like wattpad has changed so much since the hate on tiktok about it. idk, just me? 
          
          anyway, 
          
          i’m starting my greys anatomy book. it’s MerDer, obviously, i mean do i write anyone else?? (should i write another couple?? if so who??) 
          
          i have no information on it rn other than chapter one is complete. 

It’s a snow day for me cause we got like 60cm of snow, I’m bored, someone PM me