me: *takes a deep breath*
me: i lo-
anyone who has spent five seconds around me ever: yes, you love natsumi, we know, you love natsumi so much, he's the light of your life, you love him so much, you just love natsumi, we KNOW , you love natsumi you fucking love natsumi ok we know, we get it, YOU LOVE NATSUMI. WE GET IT.