Drunk. Fight. Fuck. 
Instagram : @/san.jarra

 hello?? i'm sanjarra. Pen name's mabuchi. 19. She/her. Broke but dangerously imaginative. Started writing rosa oscura in 2021 (yeah it's old), uploaded it in 2025 for no reason other than "eh, why not."

I'm a full-time university student who pretends to be responsible during the day, then spends the entire night creating men who should probably be locked behind bars and women who genuinely deserve so much better.

"Hey, little girl, what happened in your life that made you write characters like this? You're far too young to be writing stories like that."

And then what? Are they going to arrest me? Please, this is just fun.

If you're here, stay.
If you're scared, run.
Either way, I'll keep writing.

Welcome to my stories, where nothing is safe, everyone is traumatized, and i'm just trying to pass my classes while plotting fictional crimes.

One of my stories was once banned on Wattpad. Did I stop, cry, or crumble? No. I simply opened a new file and kept writing like nothing happened.

Notes & Warnings: Not recommended for readers with fragile hearts, narrow minds, quick tempers, or zero tolerance for violence, moral corruption, or the uncomfortable innocence of my characters. If intimidation disgusts you, turn back now.

And one last thing. Every time I write a chapter, I picture Jacob Elordi in every line of dialogue and in every reckless decision my male characters make. He is the face behind every villain I create, the chaos in my head at 3 a.m.