well, it depends ;) how old are you? If you're still in high school, I don't think its necessarily awful. I was the same way. Want to know a secret? High School life (the hierarchy and the cliques) isn't real life and once you all leave school, guess what? The ones that were popular (the jocks and the head cheerleaders etc, and the people who were treated like deities) are hit the hardest because the rest of the world doesn't care what happened in high school! I was a huge nerd back then, but now...all the popular kids are married with ten kids, struggling with bills and all the nerds are traveling the world and living successful lives! I'm serious! It's beautifully ironic! I look back and laugh! Don't worry about being a nerd...as long as you're not being bullied about it, it's all harmless. @mesmorlast