messed_up_friend

Yall I just reread my little bio thing for the first time in ages, I’m hilarious and cringe at the same time 

messed_up_friend

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Lol nobody asked but here’s some life updates: 
          
          -I broke up with my boyfriend in November, I lost my whole friend group because of it. He was apparently talking to 3 other girls while we were dating, and is now together with a sophomore (we’re seniors, he’s 18, she just turned 16 [also consenting age is 17 in NY so he’ll have fun with that one])
          
          -Finally reunited with my best friend because my ex decided to cut me off from her and told me he wouldn’t talk to me if i stayed friends with her. I’m now closer with my small friend group, and honestly growing as a person. 
          
          -I’m almost officially done with playing softball, I have like 4 more months of this shit and then I’m done. Scary thoughts. 
          
          -I have no idea what I’m doing for college nor the rest of my life and I want to kms over it. 
          
          
          
          Anyways, I miss talking to people on here but also I’m like genuinely never on this app so there’s that. Also, have fully pink hair now. Anyways, if you’ve read this much I hope your day is going good, or it will be good :) 

messed_up_friend

Now i'm looking for the phanfiction where dan and phil play football, and they are like enemies, dan breaks his wrist or elbow, phil becomes nicer. Dan has nightmares of some sort. Its fluff and angst. I don't remember what its called for the life of me. All I know is that it's really good

messed_up_friend

Does anyone remember the fanfiction where and and Phil were teachers and then they went to Paris and then like hooked up, got in trouble, kid stood up for them all that jazz? Or somewhere to find it 

messed_up_friend

@leasbookstore it’s L’Historie Française, I found it on AO3(archive of our own). Can’t find it on Wattpad lol 
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leasbookstore

You wanna send?….
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messed_up_friend

NVM I found it
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messed_up_friend

I forgot that my seasonal depression turns into a seasonal suicidal ideation and depressed disordered eating. It’s so fun lmao 

fruitylouxo

I just said exactly that to myself yesterday actually, what a coincidence, but if I can get through it, then so can you, and if you can get through it, then so can I, so we’re gonna make it xx
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messed_up_friend

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Having a relationship crisis atm, I feel like shit because i don’t even know if I love my bf anymore, but at the same time I know I do. Plus, I really really really don’t prefer men that much and it kills me. Also, why do people try and rush having sex :/. Anyways, i don’t want to cut things off because I’ve promised myself that this would be my last high school relationship and breaking up would just be, like really awkward 

messed_up_friend

@leasbookstore honestly thank you so much for the advice. I know he wants to hang out soon so I’m gonna see how it goes, but I do know I will eventually have to talk to him 
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leasbookstore

@messed_up_friend I felt the same way u felt about my boyfriend but then I realized people shouldn't waste time, so many times I've stayed in relationships because it was comfortable and I knew the person. If you don't fully feel in love maybe just try and spend more time with him, see if the feeling comes back, if it doesn't then I think u should talk to him. Anyways I'm a random stranger on the internet who doesn't know us relationship like you do so take this with a tablespoon of salt ♡
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