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This year has been a blessing

It’s been a minute- or two- since i have been on this account. I don’t know if it’s a good or bad thing. 

it’s such a relief 

talk to me

my baby

this is so beautiful yet heartbreaking 

and hope your life’s been crazy but not ina bad way, in a fun way

hey how’ve you been though, miss you

thank you i appreciate you ma’am

हमने तो जब कलियाँ माँगी , काटों का हार मिला।

जाने वोह कैसे लोग थे जिनके प्यार को प्यार मिला

कोई नहीं मरता किसी के बिना,
            सब कहने कि बात है।
            फ़िलहाल यादों में तेरी,
            मेरी ज़िंदगी गुलज़ार है।

this thread is so cringey yet i love it

I feel so dumb trying to explain myself to someone I feel so sensitive 

I wanna scream, I wanna cry I wanna rip everything I wanna run I wanna just let it all out but I can’t 

it would have been real shame if i missed this chance to come here, the place where i met you first where we share so many memories, of so many people, good and bad both and from where everything started, thank you for waiting for me so much thank you for being so patient, for caring enough to keep trying to check up on me every once in a while even when you when you had the choice to move on, to find new people and just give up on us, you didn't and i don't know what'll become of me from now, actually i don't have any idea and i am scared but one thing i know is that i have given up on enough. i want to stay this time, and if fate allows i want to stay back for real and for long, thank you for the only person to read my t am texts and comfort me, i will never forget that and thank you for trusting me enough to let me see all the sides of you, i have never been more grateful, you were there for me even if i wasn't and i will never forget this, you're one of the best people i could ever ask for, idk how i lucked into finding you but oh i am so glad i did, you introduced me the nbhd yk they were really my support system for last 2 years it's like you gave me something no matter where i am i will find things to associate with you, you're my safe corner, i run to you knowing you'll accept and it's just comforting yk? you're comforting, you're one of the barely 4 of my comfort people and i love you, so much, for everything, for being so strong, thank you for everything, always and forever, only your laila <3
            20th birthday para 
            -laila

Hi Tanz, happy friendship day Jaan <3 you've been the absolute best. So precious, so kind, loving and caring. Words will never compare to you, you stuck with me for so long, waited patiently tbh idk if i could even ever deserve you but ily and ILOVEYOU so so much. Yes one day I'll get my ass finally over there and you have all the permission to hug tf out of me because. Honestly that is one of the things on my bucket list, idc how long it takes but we'll get there. I am so glad you're doing better now and i hope nothing but love and happiness for you. Month after month and people after people, you had all the reasons to stop hoping and to never trust again but yet here you are so warm and so welcoming. girl stop wearing that heart on sleeves, some people don't deserve it and on that note sleep a lot before your vacations are finally over ahaha☠️ uske baad toh kaam hi karna hei apko.

happiest 19th birthday my Jaan,
            where do I start you're amazing? Ofc i always tell you that and rightfully so. It's been almost 2 years of meeting you and everytime i start writing for you i go back to our newsfeed golden days where i was stalking one of my friends and when i saw your face reveal i just had to stop to appreciate you. Samajh aa raha hei how you just had my attention even before the we were close? We made a dozen of plans, fulfilled and few left untouched but that's what life is about right? It's about sticking with each other no matter what and how long, it's about coming back to that one person even after everything in the end and for me that person happens to be you. Bro i still don't remember how we actually really got close? It just sort of happened, we talked to each other and kept talking and somehow the next best thing ik is i have one of my fav person and soulmate with me. Calling you accepting and loving is like downplaying your part and mereko jabb bhi thori si bhi discomfort feel hoti thi i run back to you, i still remember those messages i sent you at 5am and how you took it like a champ comforted me, never judged and made me feel safe, hope i managed to reach even half of that for you. I hope i made your time with me happy and i want to make it memorable

I love you 

memoriea

good point

LMFAOOOOO hum saath mein taadenge ladke when i come there fr fr

SOCH

shayad haina?? lekin agar hoga to MILENGE WOOOO

And if ya all have her in your life ydk the jackpot you've just accomplished

My jaan always and forever

I love her so much