hello, this is syane. i had a quite rough journey throughout 2024. and i suppose everyone does. i’ve been focusing more on my private life, as i was a bachelor student in architecture and graduated in august. i had my worst birthday in february, since someone i’ve been entangled with for the past 4 years eventually left me for a stable commitment with a better person, while i’m still focusing on personal development on my early 20s. my uncle and my grandmother left me only in a span of one week, on april. it was an absolute rollercoaster but i felt much better now. i even got to reconnect with someone from my past, and even became the ‘background’ of ‘mantan, kok manten’ and more of other writings. lastly, i deeply apologize for my wattpad friends for my sudden decisions and disappointments from lack of communication and attentions on this platform. i’ve been focusing more on real life, so i hope for the understanding. love you, my closest friends. have a pleasant new year.