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On a positive note, after I come back from Italy, I'm going to move 18 hours away to be with my boyfriend whom I met while studying abroad in Australia! (we were classmates and while we were there, I fell for him and once we got back in the states, we stayed in contact and here we are now planning our lives together  what a Hallmark-esc love story, am I right?)On that same note, I've found out that I'm the only student in my school's history to even study abroad!! Plus I got #16 in class rankings out of my entire senior class and I'm graduating heavily decorated (4 cords, a medal, stoles, academic tassel etc) and with a 4.0 GPA (highest you can have at my school ik it's different for some)!!!! I'm so proud of myself  and how far i've come I wish you guys could see pictures of me

metzotzzz

On a positive note, after I come back from Italy, I'm going to move 18 hours away to be with my boyfriend whom I met while studying abroad in Australia! (we were classmates and while we were there, I fell for him and once we got back in the states, we stayed in contact and here we are now planning our lives together  what a Hallmark-esc love story, am I right?)On that same note, I've found out that I'm the only student in my school's history to even study abroad!! Plus I got #16 in class rankings out of my entire senior class and I'm graduating heavily decorated (4 cords, a medal, stoles, academic tassel etc) and with a 4.0 GPA (highest you can have at my school ik it's different for some)!!!! I'm so proud of myself  and how far i've come I wish you guys could see pictures of me

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Tomorrow is officially my last day of high school.. I've been on Wattpad since 2017, since 5th grade. I've read so much and now it's time to start a new chapter, this time in life. It feels so odd for everything i've know, grown accustomed to, to just be gone in just a few hours. I'm scared. So so scared because what if I don't succeed. What if I don't live up to the expectations I've set for myself? The idea of myself i've placed in everyone minds. I have to be different. I have to make it out of here. I have to succeed. I have to succeed. I. Have. To. Succeed.

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Annual life update so I always have something to look back on every year when I log back on to Wattpad!!
          
          Top 2024 moments consist of:
          
          - almost dying from car wreck (rip my sweet MX-5  )
          - studied abroad in my dream location, AUSTRALIA !!
          - got accepted into one of the top 3 U.S culinary schools !!!!!!
          - my visa status has been approved to go live back abroad !! 
          - got numerous diagnoses throughout the year aswell lol (ptsd, depression, add, and other non mental stuff)

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so far 2023 has been treating me well.. as of now, I'm waiting for my hair dresser and brainstorming name ideas for my small business! Im starting an at home bakery and luckily already have some clientele! I've been working hard to master recipes and make a reputation for myself and it seems to be paying off! 
          
          not only that, I've finally found who I want to be and am working towards achieving how to dream to look! My hair is growing out and Im starting to find joy in small changes. I know that once the weather gets warmer, more bright days will be ahead and I look forward to those times