Do you know when sensitivity is lost?  Does life go by on automatic and the days slip through your fingers in a cold and harsh way?  When the soul is empty of any good feeling, and a huge hole burns in your chest?  Nothing can soften... You know when it doesn't hurt anymore?  The void is so big that nothing hurts, they are always open and anesthetized wounds, still.
 My life is like this, my soul is like this, I feel like I lose myself more with each passing day, I sink deeper.  no
 This life is really meaningless, you live to make others happy, you give yourself and receive nothing in return.  Or is the problem me and my difficulty in being happy?  People come and go, I just can't keep them close to me, there's a blockage, a wall that prevents me from being truly happy.  I know, I'm too young to say something like that, but I can't remember a time in my life where I was happy and fulfilled.  It's always like that, sadness after sadness.
 And to those who say "There are people worse than you", experience loneliness, anguish, failure and mediocrity, and then you will understand what I mean when I express myself in this way.