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I have an idea for what i want my first fanfiction in a while will be , but i worry about actually writing it .

Ignore all my past messages and stuff T.T im in therapy now and getting a better control of my emotions , and i'll probably get back to writing sometime this year, as im becoming more consistent in regular things now :)

I’m so fucking pathetic why do i keep doing this 

i should know better by now, not even my own parents can care for me so why would people on the internet? i was never worth anyones time 

all i’ve ever wanted is someone to care 

what’s even the point of saying all this?! I know that no one gives a jack shit about me why do i keep hoping that a miracle will happen

I should’ve just never been born 

I hate waiting for winter i hate waiting for winter 

GOD YOU ALL *SUCK*

I HATE ALL OF YOU