levy

boobie

okay deleting the app again byyyeeeee

i don’t remember my password i can’t change my username help

does this app even still exist 

hi tawny it’s trin how are you!!?

pfp  is  babie

yo

hi honey bun i miss u

hey guys!! so this might seem abrupt or weird or out of place for you all, but this is something i’ve been thinking about for awhile. this might end up being really long, but please PLEASE read it. i don’t know if this is going to be a permanent decision, or if this is going to be something that i won’t be able to stick to and i might end up crawling back. but recently, i’ve decided that i’m going to be leaving wattpad. well, sort of. recently, i’ve felt so out of place here. i feel like nobody likes me and that purging myself of this app would make me a lot happier. it seems to stupid to say but ever since my account started to gain more followers, i feel so stressed all the time over my stories and my writing and what i post about myself. i’m scared that people won’t like me or my personality or how i look or anything of the sort. to know that this many people (even though it’s not a lot to most people, it is to me) follow my account and possibly see my stories and see me for who i truly am is terrifying and not something i was prepared to handle. this app has made me so aware of numbers and how much what you post truly does effect you. and, i’m only fifteen. at this point of my life i’m still in the midst of growing as a person, developing life skills, and figuring myself out. 

it’s three am and i should be asleep but i’m not because i’m rebellious and edgy but i thought, “hey! let me take the time to appreciate my best friend” so here i am. i love you a lot. i tell you that every day but i NEED you to know. you make me so happy and despite all the nasty whores trying to ruin us we have CONQUERED and stayed winning because why? we’re that fucking powerful. IT’S A REAL FRIENDSHIP TO ME SIR!!! i love you so much and i cannot wait till the day where i get to hug you and eat kfc at 4am while listening to stevie nicks. it will happen. i will RIOT until that day comes. i love you!!