haloo guyss, it's meyyy here♡
it’s been a while, maybe even too long sejak aku terakhir menyapa kalian, my favorite readers. i'm so sorry karena telah menelantarkan akun ini. and the most important thing is, the reason i’m here today is because i want to apologize to all of you.
i know it was irresponsible of me to unpublish all of my works when i promised i wouldn’t. i had my own reasons, and i can’t really explain them specifically. all i can say is that 2025 did some real damage to me, and at that time, i didn’t know if i would survive it. so aku memutuskan untuk menarik semua ceritaku—just in case, yk, if i didn't.
but here i am. hahaha. alive and still love taekook.
awalnya, aku kepikiran akun ini lagi ketika sedang buka akun youtube yg terhubung dengan akun wp ini dan aku lihat komentar kalian nanyain immortal throne dan litost (aku nangis banget kalian sampai reached out aku kesana sksksk). dan ketika aku memutuskan untuk membuka akun ini lagi, aku nemuin banyak komentar yang sama dari kalian (makin nangisss).
guys you don't understand, i cried knowing that people still want to read my fics even setelah aku lama menghilang. it truly means so much to me. thank you for loving my stories, my children, even tho they’re far from perfect. I LOVE YOU ALL SO, SO MUCH.
so, to start 2026—and with bts’s cb getting closer—i’m planning to republish immortal throne. hopefully, i won’t unpublish it again (i’m really sorry, once again). i might also republish litost, but i’m not completely sure yet since it’s still unfinished and i can’t promise i’ll be able to complete it. what do you think, guys? would you like me to republish litost as well?
so yeah, that’s all from me. happy new year, guys.
let’s be a little kinder to ourselves and hope this year treats us better.
with love,
mey.