mfwithahaton

Guys I fear I have returned to my gooner roots

mfwithahaton

Do you ever have this feeling that you're never going to be young again?
          
          I'm not saying I have aged to a very big or mature age but. Looking at my old stuff, old accounts, old followers, others, I feel a sense of sadness.
          
          Like, yeah, I was "cringe" but so we're many other people and we were happy, making stuff that interested us, making art that was mediocre at best, but it was true enjoyment.
          
          I look at old stuff and think that's cringe but then when I look at it again I remember everything.
          
          Countless sleepless nights of chatting, drawing, reading and having fun.
          
          Interacting with strangers that I will probably never talk to again or will minimally, going insane over specific stories or creators or games or any type of media.
          
          I can't experience the same things again.
          Yeah I can watch new shows and play new games, but I will never feel that childish whimsy and derive the same childish joy out of it.
          
          Sorry if this seems out of the blue, but, I looked at old stuff today and just, felt that way.
          
          I still love discovering new media and enjoying the one I always enjoy, I just wish that sense of carelessness comes back and I can enjoy everything fully without a care of what others think. 
          
          
          I hope there's someone that feels the same way, or at least, similar.
          
          If you've read till this point, thank you.

sillylittlemanhehe

@mfwithahaton ofc:D
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mfwithahaton

@sillylittlemanhehe Thank you!! Im glad someone feels the same way :P
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mfwithahaton

@mfwithahaton to clarify the first sentence should have been 
            Do you ever have this feeling that you're never going to be a kid again?
            Sorry for the misunderstanding, I kinda rushed the whole post out.
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