@-aestetics hey buddy. I 100% know how you feel. My parents always believed I was smart so I always strived to get the best possible mark. Recently, I realised I was pushing myself too much and I had the exact same thoughts as this. Fortunately for me, my parents are understanding. They say as long as I try my best, keep a good attitude and always work hard, they don't care what score I get (unless, of course, it's something like maths). You have to talk to your parents, tell them you think you're pushing yourself too hard. Don't drop out, just take a moment to step back, take a deep breath and move forward one step at a time. The worst thing you can do at the moment is give up. I wish you the best of luck