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i'm thinking i'll make it forced/arranges marriage kinda, bcz I ABSOFUCKINGLOUTELY LOVE these kinda books

i think for the next book, maybe the title will be ''secret'' but i'm not sure yet soo...

i honestly have no hopes to finish ''unexpected love'' , and ''secret admirer'' i thik someday in the future i'll continue to write it, but for now i'm gonna focus on the new one (which i have no idea what to name it)

ok i have a crazyyy book idea, its like almost half reality, i will add the things that are happening rn regarding heeseung, and ik i literally have 2 whole books to finish but i just dk what to write aymore, this time i will finish the book, it wont be so long, like 10-25 chapters or smth

sometimes i wonder even if heeseung comes back, will things be the same again..will the energy, the smiles, the spark, will it be the same again??

everytime i look at heeseung..i feel sick..

im glad heeseung looked healthy, but i saw a post comparing his smile now to before..and it was so obvious he forced the smile today, the spark in his eyes...wasnt the same.. oh my baby  he went through a lot

after seeing heeseung today, if felt like my wounds got opened again  today felt just like how it felt on the 10th march

omg i was reading a SUPER good riki ff, but i forgot to add it on library or any list, and now I CANT FIND ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT

it still somehow feels like a dream, how can heeseung leave?? i NEVER in my life imagined this