miaaa_28
getout_of_my_kitchen
wait is your pin still the same??
miaaa_28
i can’t find you love, i think your account is still private :( can you send me your acc link?? you’ll have to click the share button and copy the link from there to make it work <3
getout_of_my_kitchen
hey love <3
miaaa_28
@getout_of_my_kitchen its should be @/mendeslover !! and my display name is miaaa with the tiny numbers 12, 81 & 87
getout_of_my_kitchen
UGH SAME also MIA what is your PINTEREST cause its not coming up when i search it ToT
miaaa_28
@getout_of_my_kitchen ahskdhsjhfs I miss you so much too love <3333333 I wish my parents would let me get ig so we could still yap as much as we used to :( and yay!!!!!
harrys_straykid
okay i wasn't nervous before now i am in freaking out bro
harrys_straykid
this message may be offensive
my surgery is tuesday and i'm fucking scared ik it's not even like a big surgery but like my whole fucking year is about to change for the worst and i'm freaking out
miaaa_28
@PHHismybbygirl I’m so glad I was able to help, and if you ever need anything else I gotchu❤️ I know I’m not on wp as much anymore but I’ll always be here for you ml <33
harrys_straykid
@miaaa_28 thank you mia for being there u have no idea how much this actually helped, u r literally my angel i don't know what id do without u <33
harrys_straykid
ur bio says sometimes home is a person
u r my home
harrys_straykid
i'm listening to shawn mendes and thinking of u <3
harrys_straykid
i love you
harrys_straykid
this message may be offensive
bro i hate hate hate this so much, my mom is making me feel so bad about how much work she has to go through for my knee, she never misses a chance to let me know how much of a waste of money i am, it's fucking awful because she's my mom and i love her but i can't imagine this shouldn't be how she should be making me feel, especially since there was nothing i could do and i didn't get injured on purpose
miaaa_28
@PHHismybbygirl no no you’re not being dramatic at all, how you’re feeling right now is valid and you should never think otherwise. you are born to have feelings, strong and weak and weird and confusing, you are allowed to feel❤️ and I’m so so sorry gabby no parent should ever make their child feel like that. you don’t deserve that at all and I’m so sorry your mom can’t see that. and please please please don’t apologize- I’m here for you and I want to help you and I will always listen to you vent or rant or yap about whatever you need <3 ilysm too and yes let’s just run away and live somewhere beautiful together and forget about everything, that sounds perfect :)
harrys_straykid
@miaaa_28 no i know i know and i was being a bit dramatic, she doesn't physically it to my face that im a waste, but she like kinda tries to subtly mention it a lot. like i'll be talking about something random and she'll be like we're already gonna go broke from your surgery. like mom please stop she did this even before my acl like anytime i wanted to do something that cost anything more then like 50 dollars she'd always mention something like "well i guess we won't go to the beach this summer." like come on it makes me feel so guilty and idk i feel like money isn't really something a parent is supposed to discuss with their kids, like occasionally but not bringing it up repeatedly. ugh idk it's just been so difficult with my leg recently and avery (my sister) is going to college and my parents are literally acting like we are homeless, like not to be a brat but they both have relatively nice pay at their jobs and me and my sister share honestly not that expensive generally. sorry i didn't mean to go in about my entire living situation but honestly talking about it helps, i really really really appreciate you mia and everything youve done for me this past year honestly let's just kidnap chloe and run away together all three of us we could make such a nice life :) ily <3
miaaa_28
@PHHismybbygirl your mom has absolutely NO right to be saying those things to you. she CHOSE to have a child and she should know the responsibilities that come with it- she chose to become a parent and her sole purpose is to make sure you’re okay and healthy and safe. I don’t meant to speak ill of your mom, but with how you’re describing her right now is not okay. you are absolutely not a waste of money or a burden to anyone, especially not me. I love you so much and I’m so grateful that I found you ❤️
harrys_straykid
this message may be offensive
hey mia
ok i’ve been kind of scared to talk about this shit but I think I need to, i don't really have anyone like a therapist and i trust you so so much so i was wondering if i could maybe vent to you a little bit? something fricking weird happened to me and idk if i'm being dramatic or idk i don’t even know how to talk about it properly, or if I’ll even make sense, but it’s just been sitting in me and I feel like I’m gonna explode if i don't tell anyone. anyways i was wondering if maybe I could talk to you about it, if you’d be okay with that
you're someone I trust so much, just knowing you’re there makes me feel a little less alone, but at the same time, i really don’t want to put this on you if you have your own stuff going on, and i would never want to make you feel like you have to deal with my shit too. ig im just overwhelmed and scared and fuck idk i think ive been having panic attacks idk my hands start shaking and i breath quick when i think about it and idk how to make it stop and be okay with it so i was hoping talking to you would help or idk im sorry i just don’t know what to do with all this, i have no one in my life i feel comfortable talking to about this and im sorry if im burdening you
if you’re not in the right place for that, I promise I’ll understand, ilysm mia ❤️
miaaa_28
this message may be
offensive
@PHHismybbygirl shit now you’re gonna make me cry ToT your words genuinely mean so much to me love you have no idea❤️❤️ I may not know you irl, or ever seen your face or hear your voice but you mean so ridiculously much to me too- and I will never have enough words or paragraphs or time to express exactly how much, but I will remind you every day until the day I die if that’s what it takes (yes that may be a bit too dramatic but you get the point hehe) i love you so much too gabby, always (and hehe yes it makes sense) ❤️
harrys_straykid
@miaaa_28 mia holy ahit im crying you will never ever understand how grateful i am for you. i may never even see ur face but u r one of the most important things ever to me, u always will be no matter how long i know u. mia i don't even know what to say because i've said it all before and i don't know how to make it mean more, because u mean so much more to me then you could ever even imagine, but ik say it anyway, i genuinely love you and everything about you, your gorgeous and your kind and your everything i could ever need in a friend and i love love love you all the way to the moon and back and then around the whole earth (that makes sense) ❤️
harrys_straykid
@getout_of_my_kitchen chloe i appreciate you even being here at all, i know your in a relatively tough situation when it comes to wp but it means everything to me that ur even here at all, ilysm babes and i am so grateful for you <3