If you could re-write your own life, wouldn't you cut out all the bad? I wouldn't. It made me who I am today. Sure, I'd probably be stronger and happier, but I wouldn't be the same. I write so I can defeat all those people that beat me. It's stupid and idiotic, but I'd rather be widow than a divorcee. With death it shows that they didn't want to leave you, that they were taken from you. A divorcee was left because that person didn't love them anymore. I traded a rainbow for a blank canvas.