hey guys long time no see. Ikkkk. So currently we are driving from Texas to see my grandparents on the way to my new state I'm going to be living in.ive been thinking abt it a lot and I'm just , where am I going with this book. Like I have so much time to do it like the plane ride , staying up till 3 am ( cuz winter break and all ) like I have so much time. I am rarely lazy on anything. This is one if them for some reason. I have done some writing. Idk tbh since I've moved it's like I'm texting a friend every second of my life. I miss them sm. But like , I need to stop fearing change. Maybe this will be better for me? Idk like I have very low self confidence since I moved to WA. The people there are nowhere near nice ( not all of them ) I can rarely walk out of the house with no makeup on w/ out me just reminding myself in my head that there's maybe someone looking right at my pimple. Like honestly I don't even have bad ACNE, I just am so self conscious. Im scared moving to the south bc of the way I dress , it's very stylish and Ig not "southern" type of clothing. Idk , but I'm gonna write sum now . Bye :(