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SO I SAW 5SOS LAST NIGHT AND OMG THEY WERE SO AMAZING IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE AND I'M SEEING THEM AGAIN ON THE 9TH AND ASFHASKJL:ADA I am so excited :))))))))))))))))))

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So I'm really pissed at my grandma rn bc apparently in the beginning of the year she had one direction tickets and she didn't even offer them to me bc she "thought i wouldn't like 1d" and gave them to her friend's daughter. so now i'm really upset and i cried ande cut over this. not only bc i might never be able to see 1d live now bc they're on a hiatus that may last forever for all we know but bc apparently my grandma cares more about someone she doesn't even know than me. 
          
          (in her defense she asked me if i liked them one time and i said they were ok. . .but i didn't mean it like that. 1d is not just ok they are my life and now i wish i could go back in time and tell her how much i love them and how i own all of their songs and know everything about them. but i can't. so i just have to suck it up try not to cut over something as stupid as going to a concert that already passed months ago and fangirling over four boys that will never know or want anything to do with me. and i have a 5sos concert in a few days anyway. . .i'm just upset. . . .)

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          Hey guys. . .I just wanted to apologize for not updating a lot and everything. i'm a really fucked up person. I'm depressed, I hate myself, I cut (i really really hate to admit this it's fucked up), my family life is crazy, my parents are always fighting one minute and kissing the next which fucks with my head, and there are arguments going on, recently my family isn't allowed to stay in my great aunt's beach house anymore bc she's a bitch and that caused everyone to hate both her and to feel less love for my great grandfather bc he could have stopped it. On top of all that I'm trying to figure out my sexuality. I think i might be bi but idk. . .
          
          I honestly hate myself rn and it's always the worse at times like these when I'm alone in my room at night, my blade just sitting on my night stand or on top of my laptop. ANd honestly i'm just done with it all. It's fucked up. My whole fucking life it. I'm in love with my friend, she's amazing and i think she might like me too, but i don't even know if she's gay or bi or whatever and even if she was why would anyone want me.
          
          Anyway i'm sorry for this and i know that no one probably read it anyway. So yeah.....

believe_somethings

Heyyyyyy! Can you please read my new Larry story? Its name is 'Room 258', sorry for the disturb Xx

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@believe_somethings Hi i'm not sure if i replied to this yet or not. I really hope i have but if i haven't then i'm really sorry. Of course i'll check out your story (if I haven't already). I'm sorry i feel like i'm being rude but tbh the last few months have been a blur bc of my depression and all that crap.
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hi people! i know that I haven't updated in a while and stuff (even though hardly anyone are reading my stories.. . .) but I just wanted to let you know that i'm working on the next chapter of EOTD, i've kinda got writer's block for OT&OC, but I'll get through it. i've been kinda depressed lately and school sucks.

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Hey everyone, just wanted to apologize about not updating lately. Lately I've  just been feeling kinda sad and depressed and all that shit. I'm working on the next chapters of both OT&OC and EOTD. Once again I'm really sorry. :)