Might not be loosing some one i held dear to death but my own life as was and a future that would have been to be stuck in this life of nothingness and dependandness on a person who reminds me every day that I use her and thinks its ok to use me as her emotional punching bag when her frustration boils up and she needs release yes i love my mother and i know she loves me but it still hurts
@ktflynn nice!!!! I understand that part i barely ever think of touching a brush lately but thats more to do with my state of mind more than being to bussy