✟~``すずめ``~✟

bring back domestic abuse 2024

"i'd block a bitch" nah. i'd stalk a bitch!! you aint leaving until i can process it!!! We autistic today!!

I dont know what to do

*Me in my messy room, sitting on my bed with only a hoodie on and a dildo next to me, my knees to my chest with my phone in my hand on roblox*
          "lol get a life"

my mom punched me in the face yesterday

i find myself touching my body to the thought of your grief

got my chromebook back and I am sillier than ever!!  I love having episodes and forming new alters to split myself further into nonrecognition :3
          new one's german so thats cool

bellringer response for today
          Question - Describe your best life.
          My best life would be either in a pitch black abyss, the only light being the glint of my eyes, feeling the heat from my fresh and bleeding wounds slowly fade as blood trickles down my skin, staining my ivory flesh a deep red as it flowed, feeling the cold grip of death wrap its bone-like fingers around my soul, my life fading from view as my veins begin to run dry of the very essence of being, knowing I will soon become nothing but a hollow, empty shell of a man. and i would accept it. Or, however, it would be living in japan in a sky-view apartment, having enough yen to play claw machines every day

thinking abt my old friend
          i dont like it

I slept longer than usual and i have just been enlightened
          
          All questions can and should be answered with "I dont know" as everything we think is true has just been watered down to the point where our tiny human minds can understand it, the truth as we know it is a lie made so our minds dont cease function. Even the most mundane, self evident things arent what we think they are. Surely the answer to the question "is grass green" could be answered with a quick yes or no, but the concept of green is made so our human minds can detect the pattern, when theres no real saying whether its truly green or not, because we made up green. Even the concept of our own personalities were given labels because on its own we could never understand how or why we act this way. Everything we know to be true isnt true, its all a complexion of lies and concepts made to keep our minds content with existence