I’m going vent rq...
My parents say they love me but it’s so fake that I pretend that really do, I try to believe someone out there really loves me, but it’s so hard to believe. My parents give me presents to give me “happiness”, it’s so stupid I hate the fact that they think that gives you happiness.
People don’t understand me, it’s so dumb when I start talking about something and then they go from that topic to a completely different story. I try talking to my friends but they just say “ok”, I’m starting to lose trust in my friends with my feelings, I can’t even talk to my therapist. Nobody is out there that I can talk to. I have 0 experience with socializing and kinda surprised people call me their “friend”. It’s so sweet that they think they care about me, when I’m just a brat waiting for more love before I pull the trigger.
