midnight0791

Y'all I have a gf know my parents would kill me if they knew and their like super homophobic so but she's awesome and amazing and never in my whole existence would I have thought I'd ever get a girlfriend I was freaking tf out I tell u 

midnight0791

Y'all I have a gf know my parents would kill me if they knew and their like super homophobic so but she's awesome and amazing and never in my whole existence would I have thought I'd ever get a girlfriend I was freaking tf out I tell u 

midnight0791

I started talking to some people about my mental health if I start getting better then I might start writing more story's it depends I'll try and keep y'all updated my friend told my dad which I wasn't super mad cuz it just made her worried but with me talking to him he doesn't get most of the stuff like PTSD or anxiety and so when I brought that up he just like just stop thinking like that or just stop it and I'm like I can't I can't like I don't have the right help for it and it just made me break down which he apologized for upsetting me and I'm probably starting my period soon so my emotions are not at the best state right know and I don't think he gets that he doesn't know I've tried attempting or that I've SH but I'm trying to get some help with my only real friend her mother is even trying to help which made me more upset so yeah I'll mostly only have my phone on the weekends and from know on I might be going to my friend way more so I won't have so much time on the weekends 

midnight0791

Yk the feeling when your in complete darkness and it's super silent and the only thing you can hear is your own breathing and then you start to feel super lonely from it being so quiet and dark then you start to freak out and your heartbeat starts to speed up well that how I feel like right know in complete darkness other than my phone light does anybody else feel like that sometimes???