midnight!

guys please i just typed a whole ass post and accidentally swiped up and wattpad deleted my draft
          
          i don’t like this app

i think my last post gave me a grounding sense of clarity, or whatever you could call it, because i genuinely do feel motivated to be semi active here again. i really wanna pop around and say hi to everyone, but i’m scared of awakening the dead (inactive people). i’m not sure where to start, but let it be known that even if my status on this app remains undetermined, i’m still here. 

i miss 2022 wattpad. i miss my friends. i miss burnt bridges. i miss being a silly little kid with access to a tablet. i miss this app being the most important thing in my life. i wish i never left, so that i could spend more time with everyone before we all drifted apart. 
          
          it’s time to officially, properly say goodbye to one of the best communities i’ve ever been in to this day.
          
          if you’re still out there, reading this, 
          i love you, and i miss you.

HEY
          CHECK
          PMS
          BEFORE THEY ARE GONE

hope youre doing well (:

hi everyone!
          
          so i know i said last month i was going to return, and i did fully intend to, except i wasn't able to fully commit to making my full return, and decided to go MIA and wallow in my shame.
          
          i'm sorry for failing to make this commitment. everything is alright in my life, and i'm quite happy with where i am right now, so i'm afraid even i don't know why i can't just stick around longer than a day.
          
          i've been checking up on all your accounts (especially friends!) and to say that i'm sad to have missed so much is an understatement. so many people left, maybe not even coming back.
          
          i don't think i know the purpose of this post. i can't promise a return or anything near it, and i can't even properly apologize. i guess this is just an update, of sorts.
          
          i've changed a lot as a person over the past 9 months. and to think it's been so long since then is a weird feeling. i've met new people, made new friends. and in fact, i've recently moved across the city, so i'll even be attending a new school, so it's a fresh start.
          
          just remember that i love you guys more than you could imagine, and i won't forget you. one day, i'll work up the guts to reimmerse myself into the community.
          
          see you soon! <3

okay so maaaaybe i lied when i said i'd come back today because i forgot i had plans, whoops
          
          might still try to reintegrate myself into society a bit, but i shan't officially reexist for another day.
          
          sorry :(

hellooooooooooooo
          
          will make my return tomorrow :)

i promise i'll come back soon. i know i said that several times before, but i mean it this time. within the next month. pinky promise <33

i miss you guys <3