@midnightrose28
Posts are gonna be a little everywhere I have been working on a new chapter for a couple days now for Love Is War as well as Rough Seas. Things came up with someone me and my fiance used to work with and it caused some issues that I need to deal with over the next couple days as well as some legal proceedings that I will not be sharing the details about until further notice. I will try to have a update out tonight but it's supposed to be in the hundreds today so we will see.
Been over a month since I have found the motivation to write and now I'm gonna try to restart writing I can not make any promise that I will as I am in the process of trying to find a new job because my current job is making it difficult to pay anything or have the motivation for anything. I may post a new fanfic for either sebastion, ominis, or both I'm not sure yet but it's gonna take a different turn than most of my books have gone with.
Sorry I havent been posting much I ended up not feel great for the past few days. I'm starting to feel a bit better so we will see if by tomorrow night I can get any writing done after work but likely I will end up going to bed as I'm off at 3 in the morning so we'll see how things go unless I get sent home early.
Chapter two is up I'm not entirely sure if I will be doing chapter 3 today or when I will because I have a couple things going on that need to be done so we will see if I get any writing done tonight!
Chapter one of my new fanfic is officially live! It is called Yearned By Two it is a sebastianxreaderxominis fic as well as a polyfic!
Going to be posting a new fanfic relating to hogwarts legacy either tonight or early tomorrow. The time I post it will depend on when I have chapter one completely finished and written its a first for me with how it's written and I can't wait for you guys to read it!
Thank you so much for adding my story to your list!
I have selfharmed myself to, how did u get help?
@TaylorOrtiz295 I decided to do a in patient with a psychiatric ward and after I talked to a counselor which is what I am still doing now, so I do recommend talking to a counselor
If it's one thing I have noticed with any of my writing new and old I have never once caused a character of mine to look at one of my characters like he or she is a object. I never plan to do that, the only reason I won't is because 1 it's wrong and 2 I've dealt with being looked at like a object by many people two of which have zero respect for me or my relationship. This is something you will all learn more about in a book I plan to write that gives more insight to my life instead of being around myself harm. My self harm story is like a journal to me, it's my way of connecting with people and helping them in a way I can't without my writing that maybe one book I never stop writing it will probably change ever so slightly but granted I'm not proud of my self harm but I'm not ashamed either. My scars have made me who I am and yes I am covering them with tattoos and sleeves but that's my choice I am not running from that past but I'm also not keeping it very visible to myself I have a service dog who is training to prevent me from doing that. Part of my self harm is because of some anger issue I have. It could be bipolar 2 or it could just be anger issues but she prevents me from hurting myself in the anger side because I black out when I'm like that so I can hurt myself if it got to that point so she's trained to jump on my chest for that and my anxiety/PTSD. So just be looking out for a book surrounding all the topics I touched base on here just now. Sorry for the long post just felt like giving you guys some back story/update on everything. Stay strong, stay awesome, stay beautiful/handsome. I'm always here for anyone who needs to talk or vent.
Having to write on a stupid laptop till mine gets traded out since it's not charging which I don't know how long that will be ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
