something inside of me, isn't special.

i maybe that simple, you are not expecting for.
i live the way other people live their life.
i get tired of having no friends beside me.
i am frightened to lose the special persons who make my life happy.
i am having different struggles everyday.
i hate studying, but i love it when i got high grades,
i love japanese anime, an otaku lover :)
i spend my whole day thinking of what to do tomorrow.


but this words isn't enough to describe who am i.
cause, only my heart can tell what my hands can't write.

godspeed :)