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I miss Bandung
          I want to move to Bandung forever. 
          Somehow I feel more that Bandung is my real home. 
          
          I was born in Tgr,
          But I feel unsafe living in my own house.
          
          I feel afraid to live in my hometown.
          
          I want to make peace with all the bad things I've been through during my 19 years of life, but my fear always dominates.
          
          I need a place to tell my story without fear of being judged by others.
          
          I need support from others for my mental health.
          
          I need a place to calm my soul. I need the person who caused my trauma to disappear and never come back.
          
          But if that happens, can I still be friends with this friend? Because on the one hand, my best friend's parents are the biggest contributors to my trauma, while my best friend has been my friend since I was little.
          
          I feel like I'm myself when I'm in Bandung
          I can learn a lot of things in Bandung.
          It's true that Bandung is a city of memories.
          
          I want to be able to move out of my own house soon.

I hate my self!!!
          
          I hate my life!!
          
          I hate my change!!
          
          I want to leave this world!!!

Just a few days more age, which means the mindset and behavior must be more mature.
          No more crybaby,
          Spoiled child,
          Selfish child,
          Children who oppose parents,
          Because with increasing age, so also increases the mindset about our lives. 
           #loveyourlive

New places, new environments, new friends and new stories.
          
           If you feel unable to solve your problem, try to change the atmosphere, sometimes a new atmosphere will make us think positively of the problem at hand.
          
          
           It would have occurred to you if it had been done, if a word would appear.  Because we will compare the new atmosphere and the previous atmosphere.
          
           And after you get your way out of your problem, don't forget to return to your original atmosphere to finish what you started.
          
          
           Sometimes people always run away to find a positive solution to what has been done.
           #mitaaplyn

the bitter memories that make a deep impression on me cannot be forgotten.
          
          
          many tears that I release when remembering it, many dreams that I can not achieve when the bitter memories come back. 
          
          
           I chose to avoid all problems rather than deal with them.  and start a new thing for a new dream that I will make.
          
          
          God, can I want to live happily in the future??

Terkadang seseorang harus bersikap introvert dan ekstrovert untuk menutupi sebuah luka, jika dia tidak bisa lagi menyelesaikan sebuah masalah tersebut.
          
          
          Ada pula orang yang memilih pergi jauh meninggalkan semua untuk mengubur sebuah luka dari pada mengobatinya dengan menghadapi luka tersebut..
          
          
          Luka dan bahagia adalah pilihan yang harus di pilih untuk kita, jika menginkan luka membekas biarkanlah jangan kamu obati luka tersebut hingga membusuk.
          
          
          Jika kamu memilih bahagia cobalah mengobati luka tersebut, mencari obat yang menurutmu ampuh menyembukan luka itu, mau seberapapun mahalnya harga obat itu.
          
          
          Dan aku berada di beberapa pilihan itu.

Hidup itu layaknya layangan..
          
          Ketika dia terbang harus ada yang mengaturnya agar dia tidak jatuh,
          Tetapi terlalu berhati-hati bermain layangan maka layangan itu tidak dapat bergerak bebas dan akan jatuh juga dengan cepat.
          
          
          Banyaknya saingan layangan dalam langit,
          Maka makin susah dia bergerak, bergesekan dengan layangan lain
          
          Dan akhirnya terjatuh pula,
          Ketika terjatuh masih ada yang bisa terbang tinggi lagi,
          
          Ada juga yang sudah rusak tidak bisa terbang lagi...
          
          Seharusnya kita jadi manusia ga usah sombong, karena masih banyak manusia yang lebih baik..
          
          

Follback ya ka:)

Hi ferra salam kenal,mampir ke work aku yuk:)

Hallo 
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