miikamiela

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Ah, okay so, it's been... a year and a half? Since I last updated 'I'm A Fan!', and... I should probably reassure ppl that, I am, in fact, alive! xD
          	I... left the fandom, during the time I was gone, but recently re-joined it~!
          	I... *might* upload, at somepoint, a chapter in the book that would summarise the next 2 chapters. Yeah... it was just 1 chapter and the epilogue left, when BOOM writers block hit me so hard I basically saw stars xD
          	Sadly... even after all that time, writers block is still watching over my shoulder, *sigh*.
          	It's why I sincerely doubt that I will be able to fully write out the chapters, especially since... if I wanted to actually write them I would be too tempted to rewrite everything from scratch, but I... kinda don't like the concept anymore? Like I would never delete the story, I *am* still sorta proud of it. But... the story was a bit too... planned/unplanned? It was a lot of planning the chapter, but not the story itself, I had no idea how I wanted the story to go after they got rid of Marcy, and just kinda... threw some shit together hoping it stuck xD
          	Bc WriterBlock is still a bitch, I have no idea when even that summary will be released... I am VERY very sorry!!
          	But... I'm alive??? At least xD
          	I'm sorry about not finishing the story and taking such a long af time to update you all on it. To all the people that reached out in worry, thank you very much for caring /gen. I really appreciate it, and honestly it's why I decided to actually... update yall xD
          	Hopefully I'll be uploading a summary soon, this.. entire message has been kinda a mess xD
          	Thank you all again, and once more, I apologise.
          	-Whisht (after the hundredth username change...)

Firehedgehog

@ghostwhisht -stares hopefully-
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miikamiela

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Ah, okay so, it's been... a year and a half? Since I last updated 'I'm A Fan!', and... I should probably reassure ppl that, I am, in fact, alive! xD
          I... left the fandom, during the time I was gone, but recently re-joined it~!
          I... *might* upload, at somepoint, a chapter in the book that would summarise the next 2 chapters. Yeah... it was just 1 chapter and the epilogue left, when BOOM writers block hit me so hard I basically saw stars xD
          Sadly... even after all that time, writers block is still watching over my shoulder, *sigh*.
          It's why I sincerely doubt that I will be able to fully write out the chapters, especially since... if I wanted to actually write them I would be too tempted to rewrite everything from scratch, but I... kinda don't like the concept anymore? Like I would never delete the story, I *am* still sorta proud of it. But... the story was a bit too... planned/unplanned? It was a lot of planning the chapter, but not the story itself, I had no idea how I wanted the story to go after they got rid of Marcy, and just kinda... threw some shit together hoping it stuck xD
          Bc WriterBlock is still a bitch, I have no idea when even that summary will be released... I am VERY very sorry!!
          But... I'm alive??? At least xD
          I'm sorry about not finishing the story and taking such a long af time to update you all on it. To all the people that reached out in worry, thank you very much for caring /gen. I really appreciate it, and honestly it's why I decided to actually... update yall xD
          Hopefully I'll be uploading a summary soon, this.. entire message has been kinda a mess xD
          Thank you all again, and once more, I apologise.
          -Whisht (after the hundredth username change...)

Firehedgehog

@ghostwhisht -stares hopefully-
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miikamiela

!!IMPORTANT NOTE!!
          I'm changing my username! From Tychii_ *and other variants in other media* to OneiriX *and OneiriXx when that one was taken*!

miikamiela

@Pytho14 np! i used to change my username a LOT so whenever I do I just set off an alert xD
            hopefully this will be the last change tho
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JustAnotherCommentor

@OneiriX Thanks for the alert! I cannot count the number of times those who I follow changed their tag(and sometimes pfp as well) without warning haha.
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Firehedgehog

Everything okay, usually you don't wait so long to update

Firehedgehog

@Tychii_ glad your okay hon <3
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miikamiela

@Firehedgehog oh! yeah, all is well! i just got caught up with school, i'll try to update today or tomorroow xD
            sorry if i worried you <3
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miikamiela

Chapter 9 reeeeally doesn't want to get written. I've been fighting to write it since freaking 10.00 and it's 21.30 right now and I still haven't managed to fIniSH iT.
          
          SO!
          
          I'M going to bed. Because I'm tired and haven't done ANYTHING else today except for try to write this and eat half of my dinner (bc frustration made me not want to eat). AND THEN tomorrow, I'M GOING TO FINISH THIS.
          
          YES I AM! *tries to motivate self*
          
          [P.S: Please note that occasionally I post updates on my twitter, tychii_i. In case anyone was wondering. Updates mostly are composed of 'why isnt this working like i want' and 'i finished chapter woohooo'. The account is fairly new, and I'm trying to get into the habit of using it, sooooo yeah. that's all. CYA TOMORROW!]

miikamiela

*trying to write chapter 9*
          why doesnt it want to co-operate!!!
          *has been struggling for literally 8 hours to write the chapter and managed only 110 words*
          ARGGHHHH *screech of frustration*

LifeIsWeird3153

@Tychii_ m e -
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unusually_finnley

@Tychii_ thats the most relatable thing i heard today
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