<3

ich kann nicht mehr

i wish i‘d be important for someone 

i just wrote such a long text but i‘m glad it didn’t post (it was too long) but i‘m still crying lol

let me just say, i don‘t wanna live (here) anymore why can’t i just be dead

hearing you saying i‘m annoying broke me again

why is my life so bad atm? why is this all happening? 

i wish i could have irl friends so i would finally have something to do

they needed to pick me up because i was done with the world,, i really am done with the world i need help so bad

i wish the people who make me smile and laugh could be around me 24/7,, i hate the distance

i‘m having so much on my mind,, but the convincing that i‘ll die tonight is making me feel anxious