If I were a man
If I were a man loving you wouldn’t be a sin, thinking about you wouldn’t be a burden.
If I were a man, I wouldn’t cry when you crossed my mind, maybe then a candle of hope would lit up my heart.
Oh dear god, I cannot tell you how much I wish that I wasn’t born like this, that just the thought of you besides me wouldn’t feel like someone is gripping my heart and tearing it apart, tearing it into a hundred pieces that only you can put together like a puzzle.
That my eyes stopped tearing up by just seeing you, because I know that you can’t love me I know thar my love is forbidden.
And I wish upon every star I see that maybe in my the next life my love for you wouldn’t be a sin. But I know that only the force of a thousand angels could change my future, I know that my love will stay a sin for eternity.
But what if I was a man, maybe then my love would be possible.
