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Hi everyone!
          
          Mikey here. (Used to be Jay)
          
          This account will not be used frequently.
          
          It has so many bad memories connected to it, like the fact that I made it so that i could write a suicide note without my parents finding out.
          
          I also dont identify with my old identity, just read my diary for the internet.
          
          Thanks everyone!
          
          -mikey

im such a fucking idiot. i might have lost my best friend and girlfriend with a single fucking text. shes upset with me because im trying to keep her from suicide. she tied a noose and sent a sucide note/text and i texted her for 2 hours. then i fucked up and reminded her (ON FUCKING ACCIDENT) of her abusive ex. 
          
          
          she said that she needs time to think and that we shoild take a break in our relationship.
          
          fully.
          
          not even friends.
          
          im crying but i would rather put this out in the world then fuck up everything wlse ive worked for

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          ATBASH (look it up)
          
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My dad just said my makeup makes me look like groot :(
          
          I'm sad now

Hhhhhhh my mom was looking through my camera roll and she clicked on my "downloads" folder....
          
          
          She found my Gerard way picture stash.
          
          And said "oh? Who's this? He seems cute. Does he go to red mountain?"
          
          ...
          
          Idk what's wrong with my family, but even my mom thinks he's cute and idk what to do with that information

Bro I'm pissedd i was doing my makeup cuz i wanted to feel pretty and i was gonna show my mom but shes asleep and i look bad in pictures so my PERFECT WINGED LINER was all for nothing 

Turns out she was typing out this whole paragraph that was talking about how she accepted me and what pronouns she should use and all that and I just feel really accepted and loved and I wanna cuddle with her now 

I did it. I'm scared. Shes not responding after I sent my confession text in response to her text. I'm gonna cry. She might break up with me

I feel so fucking guilty I feel like I'm lying to my girlfriend because to her, I am cisgender and idk I feel like crying because shes so trusting but what if she doesnt accept me and shit but like she has to know. But shes semi transphobic and idk maybe if it's her significant other she might not be idfk I'm gonna have a panic attack but fuck i need to fix this

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