Miku!

Im sorry i literally forgot about your alt account 

Hey, if you feel like we’re not close anymore or just feel like I’m bothering you in any way, please don’t hesitate to tell me. Maybe even remove me from your bio. 
          
          I’m just being dramatic probably but I don’t want to take up space where you could replace my name with someone else’s or something. Especially since I haven’t been online and I haven’t been able to talk to you and I feel like I’m not helping with anything. I’m not asking this because I want to get out of your life, I love you infinitely Miku, I really do and I care for you a lot, like seriously you have a special place in my heart and no one is taking it. 
          
          I don’t even know what I’m trying to say, I’m just worried I might make you uncomfortable if I just randomly log in and message you at random times since I haven’t been online and taking care of you like how I promised, and I feel so mad at myself because I haven’t been taking care of you. Idk what I’m trying to say, Idk if I’m seeking attention at this point but I just want to make sure you’re not uncomfortable with me just messaging you at random and trying to catch up on what I missed because it feels like I’m being irresponsible. 
          
          I’m sorry.

Miku, how are you feeling baby? Do you want to talk? 
          
          I wanna talk to you and make sure you’re okay.. are you okay?

I wanna give up so bad but im not letting jackasses win.
          
          whoever that was, screw you. if you don't like what I'm saying, say it to my face, please. don't be a pussy about your opinions. I would appreciate you admitting if it was you. 
          
          Im not feeling good and you made it worse. I've had trouble all my life with depression and anxiety and so much more and I dont need you telling me I need help. I know I need help. at least I try to get it, even if that's just talking to friends. 
          
          please just fess up. I'll forgive you better if you do and I don't figure it out on my own

hey.
          
          it's okay to feel hurt. ♥
          that's normal.
          
          do you want space or do you want to talk to someone?

this hurt me more than I'd like to admit

1 more day

you wanna play games I can play fucking games

crusty blood washes off nicely
          
          whoever said the bs, fuck you. I say what I want and what I need to. suck my fat fucking cock if u rlly wanna argue

why cant ppl just be nice
          
          maybe I'm posting that shit bc my life is fucking sucky
          maybe you should be nice or get lost