Surgebook is down apparently, so I'll use that to write my thoughts. I need to get that off my chest. I'm talking to you, wherever you are since you seem like you're always finding your way back to me somehow. I don't want you in my life anymore. Why are you doing this to me ? Why do you keep coming back, as soon as I finally forget about you ? Does that make you feel better, to know that I'm out here and scared to cross your path again ? I was terrified out there at the festival when you sent me that message telling me that you sas me. Please, stop coming back. You broke my heart, and I feel like it keeps on breaking everytime you appear again in my life. I'm begging you, just go and live your life. I don't wanna hear about you anymore, think about you anymore, write about you anymore. I don't need that right now. I need to be finally free from you, and from my first heartbreak. Please, go on, find love again with someone else. Because I'm not the one you're looking for, and I'll never be. Please.