after not being able to write since late 2021, i was finally able to write a page of story that i decided to write without putting much thought into it. being a perfectionist had me planning a series for two years yet i was never able to write it because i wanted to plan it out entirely. that quickly went downhill because the pressure made writing a couple of words very hard. something i loved became something that gave me a lot of anxiety.
however, one podcast brought light by highlighting the issue with over-planning, as it can, sometimes, push people to seek perfection. i am beyond delighted as it brought breakthrough and now i am in the process of writing a story that i know i will love if i take time to embrace this side of me again.
this is a mini reminder to not seek perfection. it brings a lot of anxiety which can make you hate the things that once brought warmth to you. give yourself some grace <3
jemmy