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I LOVE YOU, SOPHIE

Words cannot express the extent at which my heart is hurting right now. Being at a young age when someone enters your life to evolve alongside you throughout the course of 12+ years, then have to watch that person spend the last of their days alive in pain, is NOTHING easy. It's even worse when it's up to you to decide whether or not you want that person to suffer any longer. I STRONGLY believe in equality, so this was my sister, this was my baby, this was my ride or die, and blood couldn't have made us any closer than we were, despite some species differences. If I'm crazy for loving this organism as much as I do, then by all means lock me up in an asylum and throw away the key.... SOPHIE, I have and will always love you baby girl. I never thought I'd see the day, where I literally had to watch the life leave your once firm and energetic small body. But we can't stop what we have no control over and I know where to find comfort in times like these. I wish it was just a terrible nightmare that's just too surreal. However, when I feel the pain that bounces off of the walls within my heart, soul and being, I know it's all real. But babygirl, I love you and will NEVER forget you. 
          
          A little snippet displaying what I'll always have for my baby Sophie:
          
          Whether you wrong or you right
          A (sister) still love you, still feel you
          Still there for you, no matter what
          You will always be in my heart with unconditional love
          
          In this game, the lesson's in your eyes to see
          Though things change, the future's still inside of me
          We must remember that tomorrow comes after the dark
          So you will always be in my heart, with unconditional love. 
          (2Pac- Unconditional Love) 
          
          
          8/20/04~11/11/17✨

Y'all, it's Pac's day. He finally got his movie out and he woulda been 46 today.... That's crazy.

But it's not like he's switching up or something. He's just expanding in his glory I guess you could say. But I don't want his talents to go to waist nor be exploited. So I'm rooting for him. 

I really don't want to share Dshipp Jr with everyone. I've been a fan of his for awhile now (Bout a year and a few months I believe) and he's just so diverse and motivated/motivating. I love him. Like when I first started liking him and he would go on live and stuff it would only be like 20-30 people in there, but now everybody and they mama be on there. And they're like,"oh I love him. He so this. He so that. Blah blah blah." He used to acknowledge my comments and it would make me so excited. And now he has to read through too many comments. And even if he reads it in his head he won't ALWAYS acknowledge that he read it. 

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I'm trying to update as much as I can guys. I go back to school soon and ya girl is in trouble. I'm an AP/honor student. So I doubt I'll have a lot of time to write during the school year...... Psh. Who in playin? I stay in I.S.S no way. Yall know I got yall.

R.I.P Baby Boy Smokey.... I didn't forget you baby. 
          
          It's been a year since you've been gone but you are still loved and cherished. 
          
          Rest up baby.

If you can make it thru the night, there's a brighter day. 
          
                                            -Tupac Shakur-

Been waitin on Pac's biopic for 8 months!!!!!!!!!!! And they finally starting to show trailers.