𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙮

i thought today would be a good day but it's not anymore.
          	
          	from today onwards, i won't be able to use the internet or my PC until... idk for how long (probably till i move out from this house or smth) so yeah, this account will go on hiatus. I'll come back when i find a way to buy my own phone/pc, or simply when i'm able to live on my own ig. 
          	
          	they are doing it because I've apparently ruined not only my own life but also my siblings' lives too. because I've set a bad example for them cuz they are doing what i'm doing. so i have to act like a 12 y/o in order to make my brother's life better. so long story short, they think restricting me from using the internet will set a good example so my brother and sister will do the same. so i'm not allowed to be an 18 y/o anymore.
          	
          	so from today onwards, i won't be using any social media like wattpad, telegram, Instagram or twitter. i'm so sorry for all the people whom I'll be letting down by doing this, cuz I've made so many promises to my friends like promising to be there for them when they need me, but from now on, i won't be able to do that.
          	
          	i'm crying so much rn. i'm gonna miss you all terribly. i'm gonna miss all the things i love, all the people i love, and everything that brings a smile to my face. 
          	
          	again, i'm really sorry.
          	
          	please excuse any grammatical errors in this message cuz i have very limited time to type all this cuz any moment now my father will come here and turn off the wifi and my PC. 
          	
          	so until - idk when -, goodbye.
          	
          	i love you all, please take care of yourselves.
          	
          	i hope you don't forget me.
          	
          	all the love as always, 
          	
          	Mindy.
          	
          	<3