Well if it's not clear I dropped my ff, started writing while I was sick and had nothing to do... And tbh the writing was bad asf. Right now I'm making a novel, not a ff but a novel on my own, I already have most of the ideas in my mind and every day I add more. Even though I decided to take a pause and stop writing for some time, I do feel like this story has the qualities to become a masterpiece and I don't want to fail that. So I decided to stop for now and I'm planning to improve my writing skills. In the future I am going to rewrite those 5 chapters and continue the story when I feel like I improved significantly. Thanks for writing this paragraph of mine and sorry to the ones who were waiting for me to continue the ff, if there really was someone tbh.