Hello to whoever is still here
I'm good, everything is good
Totally didn't to therapy for anger management *sarcasm*
I've talked about my parents over here, about how they're great, which is somewhat true.
They never liked when I'd show my emotions
"why do you laugh so much, it's obnoxious"
"don't cry, it makes you look pathetic"
"why are you getting angry, it's not nice"
So, I stopped showing any emotion , I repressed everything for 13 years.
Until recently, I couldn't.
I started taking out my anger in concerning ways.
I started breaking stuff , I broke about 2 ceramic plates and 5 glasses .
I started to become physically angry, making really scary gestures.
My parents got concerned and got me a therapist
Now, I'm okay I guess
Everything is fine
Except for this account, it's dead
I'm busy with school (as I predicted)
I have tests after tests, projects after projects and exams after exams. (I still didn't finish most of them )
My pre mid term exam is on August 10
I just want to say
Thank you ,
For making memories with me
For giving me a space for expressing how I feel
For keeping up with my stupid ass
For everything
I probably won't come back to this account ever
If I've ever hurt you in anyway, I'm extremely sorry.
I'll miss you all soo much
Thank you
Good bye
♥