Hey my lovelies!!!
This new year, I truly planned to make some changes and progress in my life… but one month has already passed and I’m still stuck in the same place. With the second month beginning, I spent the entire day reflecting on everything—what I’ve been doing, where I’m lacking, and what I need to work on. And the more I think about it, the more anxious I’ve been feeling, like my thoughts just won’t slow down, making it harder to feel at ease and I can’t shake this constant sense of worry. The fact that there’s been no real progress has been weighing heavily on me.
I’m already feeling sad as I write this, and I want to apologise in advance for the decision I’ve made. I’ve decided to take a break from writing for about 2–3 months. This wasn’t an easy choice at all, because writing Jikook—and writing for all of you—has been my escape, something that brings me comfort and happiness. But right now, my life feels like a complete mess, and I really need to focus on getting myself back on track.
I truly hope you can be patient with me and wait for me. I really don’t want to lose any of you. Once again, I’m sorry if this feels disappointing, but I hope you can understand where I’m coming from. I promise I’ll be back as soon as I can.
Until then, please be happy, stay healthy, and take good care of yourselves.
I love you all, and I’ll miss you so much❤️
