mingyusteeth

Today, 20th July 2020
          
          
          Hi, it's been a year.
          To my old self, 2020 it's not that great
          You still have a lot of mental breakdowns
          But this time you can handle it very well.
          And a new person comes into your life
          But you still have a doubt to this person
          But you you still have a hope for this person too.
          
          You're still crying but not that often
          2020 you, become more stronger than before
          People around you are super supportive
          This time your friends not leaving you behind
          This time many things got better than before
          Even if some things stayed the same or not
          
          2020 you
          Tried to stand with her own feet, this time without doubt
          But it'll take long, longer than before
          So cheer up for the old me or the future me.
          

Today, August 31st 2019
          
          I had a great headache
          I wish i can get out from this endless loop
          Things get replayed overtime
          
          I keep shuts my mouth
          Heart aching 
          Head ringing
          Everything seems blurry
          
          7 years and still counting
          Chains still forbids me from flying
          Everything seems fine from the picture
          But picture never tell the truth behind it
          
          I am not the victim nor the suspect
          I keep blaming myself and everybody
          People likes to make fun of it too
          But no one knows who is the great devil himself
          
          
          

halo kamuu, wahai antek-anteknya meanie;) baca ceritaku yuk, jangan lupa tinggalin jejak vomment ya, terimakasih banyak <3 feedback ask wall aja ya! <3
          
          
          https://my.w.tt/9V7GteraKX

haiiii~
          suka meanie? atau malah udah jadi bucin meanie? nha aku ada story seputar meanie nih, silahkan aja dibaca.
          
          https://my.w.tt/8E3OcHGJIV
          
          jangan lupa untuk vote ya:)