minhosbathwater
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2 him: when you finally realize who you r, dont come crawling back to me. dont say //i love you// because i kno you dont mean it. i kept fucking pleadingpleadingpleading and waitingwaitingwaiting ever so goddamn patiently for some1 who wont even arrive. i dont even know who you r anymore. why did you turn into a stranger so suddenly? whywhywhywhywhy? i knew from the moment you took that fucking break that somewhere down the line, youd disappear from my heart. but in the back of my mind, you still are the person who helped me when //they// were busy. and also in the back of my mind, you died. yesyesyesyesyes i spent so many wasted nights thinking about the words that you said. i cried for your pain//for your trouble//for your voice to caress me ever so gently but why didnt i cry when you died there, in the back of my head? 2222222 many wasted smiles. i just wanted to say,,, i dont love you like i did yesterday. im done mourning for you.
