its ok man, i know how it feels to love someone who doesn't love you back and to admittedly change into someone who ends up harassing the person over the fact, turning your love or admiration into an obsession. I messed up and when i tried talking, communicating with them to resolve the issues they had with me they blocked me which was where i ended up becoming a harasser. Trying to contact them only made things worse that when I finally gave up on trying to be their friend they were so paranoid irl that they thought i was trying to be by them on perpos, notifying the principal and having me questioned, when really I was just doing what I loved, art, which they also love, so its not my fault we ended up in the same place. Then at the end of the year i tried to have my friends get her signature for my yearbook, but she wouldn't sign it, and it was my fault, I ruined it for good, and we'll never be friends again and i'll never see her art again, but its ok, because there's other people out there for you, other friends for us, new beginnings. We don't need them man, if they don't want us then they aren't worth the effort.