mini_lilac

funny how I write Leon as obssesive man and actually a cold strategic back then. Like wdym you saw hundreds potraits of you hanging in one room. And he blackmailed her to marrying him and kidnapped all of her friends.
          	
          	While Leon Revamp ver... should he become more unhinged?
          	

mini_lilac

funny how I write Leon as obssesive man and actually a cold strategic back then. Like wdym you saw hundreds potraits of you hanging in one room. And he blackmailed her to marrying him and kidnapped all of her friends.
          
          While Leon Revamp ver... should he become more unhinged?
          

mini_lilac

another author on writer's group attacking me for making a cannibal FMC, they said rosakkan fikiran lepastu nak ke anak" saya baca nanti. And says I don't represent anything in my story
          
          first of all, I didn't consider for having child. kalau terkahwin dan ada pun, rezekilah. Tapi kalau boleh, I don't want it- (she is 27 y/o with no job btw)
          
          secobdly, the audacity to judge me while she is making dark romance based on 365 days movie with massimo in it. And mafia dark romance is judging me? Mafia but make it islamic for that man convert to islam. I don't think I'm the first author who make a cannibal character (fixi books are looking at me)
          
          maybe lah sebab FMC kanibal, I don't know.
          
          And my story do represent how revenge and self hate destroy someone, and sometimes it's better to let go of things that we can't control. Otherwise there is Davika who is a mad woman, because she blames everyone and everything for what happened. And she hates herself for it. And also, how love can be the strongest weapon, yet the venomous weapon (I don't know how to explain it lmao)
          
          also, since it's a bit political, it's just another sarcasm stories towards the higher in society. Maybe because some of wealth people are unethical. That's why jurang pendapatan sangat ketara dalam negara ya. And those rasuah dan ketidakjujuran atasan. 
          
          First,how did I come up with crazy concept? First of all I'm a bit deppresive with massive sui and intrusive thought, I always imagining things when I was teenager. (that's why I got warded LMAO) bila teringat and everytime I'm angry or numb, I will catat every scene so that I could use in this story (pls don't attack me) also, I got inspired by tokyp ghoul
          
          again, don't judge my story while you keep bragging how handsome your tyler with ai photo. Also, keep chatting your james ai bot all day long. 

RozeMoi

@mini_lilac she’s obsessed with her own character lmaoo
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mini_lilac

@RozeMoi at first I was trying to get help since I got writer's bpock about how to create and solve problem? like how to make the character is actually doing something insted of doing bs. Then she asked me about my premis and what is exactly I'm writing. So I. TOLD. THEM.
            
            some of them like my ideas, even saging that I should try FIXI, but I'm not making this as a novel since you know? I will hundred per cent know this book will be banned. So that's why it's better to keep it here.
            
            there she comes. talk about her man, tyler hans and seeing my chat suddenly say FMC kanibal? Even make sarcastic jokes about it like mimicking scene when Davika is breaking down and saying stuff like how do you come up with this? and told me to censor my convo because there is underage kids in the group as if she isn't saying things about marrying older man and drooling over his MMC. 
            
            Like I didn't told people that we should be Davika lol. And deadass me counter her with-
            
            no wonder why you drop your school at early ages just because of work. Thinking you could achieve everything, like doing aything but study at that age. Melawan cakap parents sampai lari rumah semata" nak kerja sebab fomo tgok org kerja. Like??? (I know this because she is kinda oversharing things in group and laugh about it, the kids says slaysss and she said jangan contohi but still talk about it like?) and I'm still stays because that group had so many beta readers and another author yang berotak sikit
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RozeMoi

@mini_lilac “leon would never do that” tell me she never read your story before revamp. LEON DID EVERYTHING TO UNDO THE CURSE JUST SO SHE CAN LIVE NORMALLY EVEN IF IT COULD KILL HIM.
            
            And i can’t believe i’m saying this, Gabriella is probably way better than her penyondol character. Her character make sense, she has her own goal instead of chasing Leon.
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mini_lilac

The worst of all blessing, yet the most beautiful curses
          
          seeing this line I finally know how to explain Leon and Davika relationship. Leon is the only beautiful things Davika ever had, while Leon get the most complicated curse that could be the death of him

mini_lilac

It got me screaminglike crazy in the middle of the night sebab nampak balik track leon punya arc selain jadi love interest.
          
          and again, I'm sorry Leon for not giving you a proper attention. I just love my daughter Lilith. She is a cutie patootie. 
          
          and of course my fav charac, Theresa Gabriella freakin Vallenne. (another reason she is still alive)

mini_lilac

I'm still writing how Leon and Lilith starts to go out silently without anyone knowing
          
          Still thinking about their age gapes though

mini_lilac

@RozeMoi I can promise you it's more than just a 'dance' (not in weird way)
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RozeMoi

The dance scene need to happen
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