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i cannot breatheeee
          (no really i can’t breathe atm)
          
          my crush fucking asked me out. 
          MY. CRUSH. ASKED. ME .OUT.
          
          AND IDK IF I CAN MAKE IT
          (it’s like -13 °F out so idk if my mom lets me go)
          KSKKSKSKKAKAKKAKSKSKKAOWOSKSKKSK
          
          wish me fucking luck❤️
          
          i’ll also try to update tdy! i’m sorry for the wait(if someone’s waiting lol)
          
          

tell me why i’m like so addicted to taemin suddenly 
          
          wtf he’s outdoing most of the most praised ppl in kpop and is too underrated i can’t
          
          also my school started tdy so i might not have time to update as frequently (i’ll try to post atleast twice a week)

thats it.
          thats it.
          
          i just finished brighter days and i’ve NEVER cried so much. 
          the letter to jisung? gosh how much i cried.
          the letter to HARU? i fucking bawled and used whole two packs of tissues.
          
          now i lost all my motivation to do anything:D
          i feel like my story is too slow compared to brighter days *sigh* but no can do ig
          
          anw go read brighter days (I PROMISE IT HAS A HAPPY ENDING)

guys i fucking love underrated kpop groups (esp boy groups bc i mostly listen to bg’s)
          
          someone PLEASE recommend me some underrated kpop groups i beg
          
          i already stan/listen to
          xikers, 1verse, all(h)ours, xdinary heroes, big ocean, epex, justb, blitzers, lngshot, oneus, trendz, lightsum and vvup (ik it’s much but i love them all sm 1verse and xdh are my ults too so lols )
          

i’m like halfway through Brighter Days and i’m not sure if i can get through it</3
          
          i’ve literally cried already, the vibe is just something that i like so fucking much
          
          oh to be the one to write such a masterpiece 
          
          
          i’m trying to update but i’m too busy reading Brighter Days so:D

WHY DO I JUST NOW FIND OUT THAT THERE IS A 14MINUTE LONG VERSION OF FOURTH OF JULY?!?!
          
          FUCKING. FOURTEEN. MINUTES. OF. AGONY.
          
          why do you do this to me:((
          
          also i just started reading brighter days so idk when i’ll recover from it lols

i just got a fucking weird feeling
          i’ve never felt like this and i just layed on my bed with my mouth open
          
          i’ve been doing nothing today but just watched skz code and listened to them
            and now that im trying to go to sleep, i listened to inarticulation by rio romeo
            and i got a feeling that what the fuck do i do when skz disbands..?
          
          like my life would be so empty since they’re my first group i actually stanned and loved like this</3
          
          when they disband i’ll just lay in bed and cry for the next three months 
          
          thank you

happy new year everyonee!!
          
          ily all

updated my bio or whatever it is #agereveal
          
          idek if it shows to yall but wtv

i fucking hate not being fully fluent in english
          wdym i need google translate like every few sentences i CANT DO THIS SHIT