al.

please respect my choices, as i do yours. i am not doing this to spite anyone. i have been thinking about this for a while and i figured that this is something that i strongly want to do. i hope you guys can understand that happiness should come above and over all things.

so this may be hard for some, but i am deleting my wattpad and my stories. it's upsetting for me maybe as much as you guys but to be honest, i don't find joy in doing this anymore like i once did. i just need want to be happy doing something, and not feel forced or pushed to be happy into doing something. feel free to get upset and angry, because i am upset and angry with myself for not being good enough for you guys. i apologize more than a million times for this. i will miss all of you dearly and i want to let you guys know that i am so grateful that you have stuck with me all these years. thank you for being patient, and the best thing that's ever happened to me. i love you all sosososososososo much. 
                                                                      -al

Kind of like this guy, kind of want some happiness in my life