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/ your account is so pretty welcome back !

*   like.   like.   never  in  a  million  years  would  i  have  thought  the  manga  would  go  this  way.  it’s  beginning  to  look  sloppy  :/

@minimght ; cb’s

anyway  if  anyone  sees  this  cb  or  something  i  need  to  have  things  to  come  back  to

fuck  i  started  crying  again  WAHHH

@minimght ; are u ok omg

@minimght ❜
            
            (  for the first time in nearly forever,  emotions built up like a dam,  threatening to build up and spill over everywhere.  emotions were so heavy.  so very heavy it felt like a weight on his chest that had finally been taken off so he could breathe,  filter,  and recognize what he was feeling.  things started crumbling and she had been the only support through most of it and even then the dual haired male didn't have the heart to ask for help.  [  then ..  I fell in love.  ]  strangers turned to friends then admiring and liking then —  loving.  it took time but once it clicked,  there was nothing he didn't love about her.  except when she fumbled and avoided him and his words.  that's the moment those more intrusive thoughts broke in and here he was,  choking quietly on the words he wanted to say before ducking his head in the crook of the shorter's neck with shame.  he trembled,  arms tightly  [  and hopefully not too tightly  ]  wrapped around her figure,  knowing this wasn't just her.  for HIM,  it was maybe as forward as much as his anxiety could let him be.  yet,  not enough to make it clear.  [  who would've known ..  ]  he wasn't surprised by that point and now here he was trying to grasp the notion that she liked him too.  )     don't ..  don't apologize.  I should've tried to  —  to tell you.  properly.  I'm sorry.  I'm sorry it came to this –- I'm sorry for making you feel awful.  but im really ..   really glad you feel the same.  please don't apologize.  

@icyhxtic      ⃔ ⠀ ۫ .  꽃
                     i…   i  didn’t  know  you  held  me  with  such  high  regard…   *   she’d  been  so  /  dense  /  in  struggling  with  her  own  feelings,  that  she  had  neglected  how  she  would  come  across  to  him.  (  shit.  )   and  it  only  goes  downhill  from  there,   faint  red  seeping  in  along  the  sides  of  her  face  at  his  words  despite  her  best  efforts  to  prevent  it.   how  could  she  have  been  so…   wrong ?   her  chest  squeezes  at  the  confession,   his  dejection  tugging  at  her  heartstrings,   and  she’s  tugging  him  into  a  hug  before  she  can  think  twice  about  it.   she  couldn’t  afford  any  more  miscommunication.   not  when  it  threatened  the  very  foundation  of  their …  relationship.   *   i’m  sorry …   i’ve  been,   i—   *  (   you’ve  been  what ?   indecent ?   inconsiderate ?   completely  careless ?  )  fingers  closing  in  around  his  shirt,   she  feels  her  emotions  bubble  up  before  they  show,   lifting  a  hand  to  gently  wipe  at  her  face.   *   you  make  me  nervous  because  …   because  i  really  like  you,  too.   (  sniff.  )  i  just  didn’t  know  how  to  be  upfront  about  it,   so  i  resorted  to  what  i  know  best,   but…   i  made  you  feel  inadequate  and  i  want  you  to  know  that  it  really  was  my  never  intention  at  all.   *   squeezing  once  around  his  middle,   her  words  muffled  only  slightly,   *   i  just…   you  didn’t  seem  any  different,   so  i  thought  you  didn’t  mind  being  just  friends…   but  i  was  wrong  and  ended  up  only  hurting  you  instead.   and  i  am  so  sorry.

@minimght ❜
            
            (  [  nervous?  you get nervous?  then what was the point??  ]   two hands gently tug on his hair in disbelief,  not sure how to go about the rest of the conversation between one another.  was it wrong to call her perfect?  maybe that was ..  too personal?  what was so different between him and everyone else?  how can someone care more about you when they felt so distant, so far from you?  now was the time todoroki genuinely didn't want to face those shining emerald hues,  utterly drowned in his own thoughts of self-loathing and sorrow.  she didn't need to see this side of him.  she shouldn't have to.  she deserved so .. so much better than the quiet guy who blends into almost every background.  ironically.  )   I'll be honest ..  im not sure.   it's hard to fight myself.  part of me wants to leave you behind right now —  try and move forward,   move on from something that's been hurting me for so long.  every thought,  every breath I take,  im thinking of you.  then I'm reminded we're friends.  (  then,  a little harsher.  )   /friends/.  good friends,   that's all.  I feel somewhat pitied,  you know?  like we talk because you're trying to be nice to me but I KNOW you're not like.  (  finally,  for once,  a voice that's more broken.  )    and I don't — ..  I don't know what to do.  I don't know what to .. to say.  I don't know.  because I ...  really like you.  and I don't even feel worthy,  zumi.

@minimght  )   nope,   no   worrying   at   all.   it’s   more   of   a   question,   actually!   um,   so   quickly   close   your   eyes   and   i’ll   ask   the   question.   i’ll   let   you   know   when   to   open   them.   :)

@inglashot      ⃔ ⠀ ۫ .  꽃
                     arthur ?   —   oh,   okay…   should  i  be  worried  or  something ?   is  it  bad  news ?

@minimght  )   but   you   thought   leading   me   here   despite   the   fact   you   could   of   totally   avoided   this   by   telling   me   prior   WAS  a   good   idea?   jesus,   you   really   just  …   didn’t   think.   i   could   of   ran.   i   could   of   contacted   you   via   burner   phone.   you   just   didn’t   think   to  tell   me.   i   know   this   is   out   of   your  control,   since   all   the   higher   ups   played   you   but   you’re   still   the   head   of   the   operation,   aren’t   you?   they   played   you   too,   i   suppose.   (   he   sighed,   his   eyes   looked   sore.  )   this   isn’t   fair!   it   isn’t!   i   was   inactive   for   a   year.   a   YEAR!   god.   fuck,   i   hate   you   bastard   heroes.  i  really   do.   (   he   would   never   look   at   her   when   saying   that.   he   stared   at   all  the   others   surrounding   the   area.  )  she   was   helping  me,   reforming   me   and   yet   you   played   her   like   a   pawn   also.   fuck,   man.   mainstream  assholes.

@inglashot      ⃔ ⠀ ۫ .  꽃
                     *   and  that’s  when  her  heart  falls  out  of  her  chest  and  buries  itself  sixty  feet  below  ground  level,   down  where  hopefully  it  never  feels  any  shred  of  emotion  ever  again.  queen ??   no…   she  barely  had  any  impact  now !   she  was  still  learning  the  ropes,   she  still  made  /  mistakes  /,   she  —   queen  implied  she  had  total  control.   if  she  had  control,   they  wouldn’t  even  be  here,   and  he  wouldn’t  cuffed  and  treated  like  an  animal.   no…   if  she  was  truly  queen,   she’d  be  able  to  tell  him  she  loved  him  safe  in  her  apartment  without  fear.   but  she  was  nothing  but  an  asset  used  by  playing  hands  above  her.   and  that’s  why  she  needed  to  leave  before  she  caused  him  anymore  trouble.   (  and  it  hurt  to  hear  her  name  sound  so  formally  from  his  mouth.  )   *   i  don’t…   i  don’t  think  that’s  a  good  idea.   i’ve  already  done  enough.   i  can’t  do  that  to  you.

@minimght  )   i   think,  even   after   this,   you’ve   lost   everything.   you’re   crying   like   the   world   is   ending.   it’s   funny,   really   how   even   heroes   are   also   played   around   like   dumb   little   chess   pieces  …  except,   you’re   the   queen.   you   can   put   people   in   checkmates —  ALL  OF   YOU  CAN  —  (  he   states   that   one   loudly,   looking   at   all   the   other   heroes.  )   fuck,   i’m   not   even   that   dangerous   compared   to   the   guy   at   the   top!  why   the   hell   are   you   even   arresting   me   when   i   was   HIRED.   i’m   a   hireable   VILLAIN.  god.   (   he   blinks   the   tears   out   of   his   eyes,   sniffing.   he   tried   to   be   light   hearted.   )   midoriya,   at   least   do   me   the   courtesy   of   coming   to   the   police   station.   maybe   visiting   me?   at   least   do   me   that.

/ you can absolutely drop something for it while I still have this au up!  it's genuinely one of my favorites as well <3

I LOVED THAT ONE AND VAGUELY REMEMBER ..  dude I contemplate in this very moment to go back to him, he's the only past theme/au I saved ..  

@minimght ; ANGST BUT LIKE WHOLESOME ANGST WHERE UR HEART GOES AWWW BUT YOUR EYES GO WAAAAH does that make sense idk